Dependency

haven't been blogging for a while now... kinda lazy... and had like deadlines to rush over the few weeks..

anyway i just wanna say thank You to Holy Spirit today for moving in our midst during service... honestly just now during pre-service prayer, i din feel like praying at all... i was just so sick and tired of going through the motion of lg and den service and den just the usual stuff... and it was like i didnt feel like serving at all... it wasn't like last time when i used to feel the pleasure of God when i was doing even the most mundane of things...

and so before the prayer i cried out to Holy Spirit to bring me again to that place of dependence on Him and not to do things in my own strength.. and He honoured that... His presence came down during the prayer... and during Lg, He enabled me to share with inspiration once again... at first i didnt even feel like sharing today but He took control and it went well...

And den during service He moved and touched ppl and they were just worshipping Him, crying out to Him, and being ministered by Him... and i'm so happy that He really moved in our midst...

many times, we get used to doing things in our own strength, especially if we have a routine system week after week... but unless Holy Spirit comes and breathes life into our services and magnifies Jesus and changes our lives so that we dun leave that place the same any more, then there's really no point... but im glad that we can come back again to that place of hunger.. dependence.. desperation...

and He responds to our hunger and honours us if we cry out to Him...

Thank You, Holy Spirit :)