Cambodia

Went for prayer meeting tonight and when we broke up into different groups to pray for different nations, i decided to join the group praying for Cambodia.. i saw the little writeup on the board which talked about cambodia's economy being driven by economic aid and sin.. pornography, prostitution, drugs and illegal logging.. then the article also talked about the many girls involved in prostitution.. 500 000 of them if i remember correctly.. i was just weeping before the Lord and upholding them in prayer.. i guess it's in countries like these that it becomes all the more obvious for us to see the need for God to heal the land... my heart was just so broken especially for those girls sold put into prostitution...

And in the light of all this, i don't see the point of why the church is still so comfortable.. so happy and contented playing church.. so nice and snug in their cosy little pews waiting for something to happen.. i wanna go to these places... i want to build as many orphanages as i can afford to take these girls in, educate and train them to be useful contributors to society, economy and the kingdom of God. and lemme tell you something about the AIDS crisis that has hit the nation because of all that activity.. i'm confident that now, in my little, imperfect 21-year old body, that when i go to Cambodia and conduct a healing crusade, that a good number of them are gonna be healed.. i'm not talking about a future ministry to the nations somewhere between time and the moment the prophetic word was released.. i'm talking now.. i'm talking kingdom reality and power now.. as it is in heaven.. now... Oh how i hate the "bless me" church! Where's the power of God? The whole world is crying out for a greater reality in the midst of great deception... i once heard a testimony about an ex satanist's view of the church.. when that person was still a satanist, they hated the church!! Why did they hate the church? The answer may surprise you.. cos the church was so powerless.. cos here they were wanting to be free from darkness and the church could do nothing.. satanists would come to some churches wanting to be free but would find fellow satanists that have infiltrated the membership, even the church board...

Ok.. back to cambodia.. i seriously believe that just as i am now, when i go there, He'll be able to demonstrate creative miracles through me.. cos that's the kind of God i serve and He's brought me to this place that i can believe Him for this.. not just me but everyone else who is willing and who dares to believe Him for His reality to clothe their humanity.. i wanna make the church jealous.. i wanna be a forerunner and messenger to them to show them what we're truly made for! God, just open doors...

Oh btw, before prayer meeting i took a short nap and i dreamt of something.. i saw people in a big auditorium worshipping and some were waving banners.. den the guy up front started asking those who were waving the banners to say something.. like their impressions or something.. then he pointed at this woman who was waving a rainbow-coloured banner and den she prophesied and said that God is raising up a generation of young people...